i know what you mean. i just came out of a 8 year relationship that really messed me up.i hate rejection silence it crushes me to go for a hug and see their eyes turn and the fear of rejection is always there. but honestly it hurts a lot but it dosent killl me.i went through the worst rejection from her the last 3 months our anniversary everything was painful, but in the end, i told myself, what is wrong with being rejected, what affect does it really have on me,it only has an affect because i let myself feel it,