Hi bazzinga, no-one is going to be able to be strong and fight all the time. And the effort you're putting in is way out there!!
But for the times you just need a rest from the fighting, from the being strong, you feel you've got nothing left to give, you've forgotten what you were even fighting for, remember we're here for you, we're here to listen. to care, to support you. You don't have to do it on your own.
Alison