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Originally Posted by Auntie2014
IMHO it is easier for you to address CSA if you focus on the part about your brother and needing to protect him...What about what sweepy needed???? That is the part that T & sweepy need to work on and you are going into untraveled areas of what happened to you not your brother. You are going to have time between sessions where you will "process" what you and T talk about...I promise it does get easier and feel that new T is a safe person to help you. Hang in there! 
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yes , she wants to go in steps from step 1, which I agree, i like structure, step 1 would be where it began, it began with me, csa began with me, then the rest of my siblings, if I jump to my brother, my siblings then back to me, she says she will be missing pieces, which is true, I get it, I just did not realize that my nightmares that involved my siblings, were more focused on me, because in my nightmares I am always rescuing them, but they were not even born yet, but why are they even in my nightmares, thats why she wants to start dealing with me first, she says my nightmares have double meanings.