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Originally Posted by junkDNA
im ok so far. i took my meds which is a miracle. but i was talking to my internet friend on facebook about what was going on and he freakin called the program im in. the on call therapist called me and told me that he called and wantedt o know if i was ok. i am so embarassed now. just want to go to bed really. cant believe that.
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Originally Posted by junkDNA
thanks guys. yes he was worried about me so he called. im feeling a bit better today. but i have to go see T and the pdoc today and im nervous. we meet at noon. i didnt get good sleep last night. and my smoke alarm started beepoing cuz the battery is dead at 6am so i woke up then and have been up since. ugh
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Glad you're feeling a bit better today junkDNA. How did your appt go?
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Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k
Bean gets 353.00 a month from SSI.
Why so little? Because her step dad gets SSDI from a permanent injury working the railroad in Huston TX years ago.
And when Bean was applying 3years ago, they made an error so now they take a lot out each month.
I want to work like I used to but it will not help us....they will just subtract it from their SSI.
Can you believe it??? They keep us dirt poor.
The best I can do is sell my art on the side to buy food.
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Finances are so stressful!
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Originally Posted by faerie_moon_x
I"m not feeling so well today.
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Originally Posted by faerie_moon_x
Oh, you know, just cracking at the seams.... Work is too hard. No focus or motivation. Last night I had horrible anhedonia. Even my game was not fun... I was just restless and blah. Then you know, driving home from work yesterday I had massive rage fit at a guy and was screaming at him from my rolled down window.... ahem... I haven't done that before.... but at the same time I was having a panic attack due to being behind schedule. Panic + Rage = crazy woman screaming out of window....
I think I'm mixed again, which means on high alert for an episode. I think it's been a couple weeks since I had an episode, so I am not very happy about it.... Oh, and I'm not sleeping well, either. But, I dont' ever any more with my sleep apnea issues. |
Sorry you're struggling Faerie. Did you get around to getting a new mask to try out your Dad's CPAP machine? My Dad is finding his really helpful.
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Originally Posted by Cracking Slowly
I'm struggling some too but have been staying as busy as possible with my kids. Staying busy helps me not sink lower into depression.
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Originally Posted by Cracking Slowly
Roll Call is moving very fast this time! It took me an hour or so to get caught up reading everything! Sorry I haven't posted anything helpful lately. When I'm in a funk it is hard for me to help someone else out of one. So sorry!
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Nice to hear from you Cracking! Hope you're enjoying your time off work!
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Originally Posted by faerie_moon_x
But, good news, my work is hiring a real psychiatrist into the staff... so... I am really hoping she will let me set up a payment plan and I can go see her.
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I'll keep my fingers crossed for you Faerie
There was a fire last night in my neighbour's garage. It was pretty big because there were petrol cans in the garage, but luckily his house is basically ok and ours is fine. It looked like some kids set some junk in the lane on fire and it spread to the garage, but unfortunately the garage isn't insured :/
Then my grandfather had to go to the GP for an emergency appt. They think he's got a kidney infection, which is making him even more confused than normal (he has dementia), so he's been told he has to stay with us for a bit or go into hospital. Tbh I'm not sure how much longer he'll be able to live on his own before he has to move in permanently. Anyway with all that going on, I wasn't able to go to the craft group at the MH centre, though that was a bit of a relief really cos I was scared to go.
*Willow*