Feeling the exact same thing. I stay in bed because I just foresee being bored or uninspired by trying. My therapist always says to go for a walk and sit in a park or something and just look at nature. It seems impossible. People have been giving me other ideas and sometimes I think that it is possible and try to promise to do it the next day. Then the next day comes and I can't push myself to just try it. I know when the warmer weather comes there will be less of an excuse to stay indoors which will make me feel guilty that I am not out enjoying the world when depression keeps me from leaving my bed.