I am on anti-depressants, but once that bottle is finished, i'm done. My friend, just like looking for the right anti-depressant, look also for the right friend. Look for the person who will listen to you and who truly understand what you are going through. That person will do everything with you little by little. Start looking for the reasons why you should live, and not give up. Look for how you can help someone in this life so you can be remembered for that. Don't be disappointed if you can't still find a nice friend. Just continue and think that you are half way there from overcoming depression.