yes , she wants to go in steps from step 1, which I agree, i like structure, step 1 would be where it began, it began with me, csa began with me, then the rest of my siblings, if I jump to my brother, my siblings then back to me, she says she will be missing pieces, which is true, I get it, I just did not realize that my nightmares that involved my siblings, were more focused on me, because in my nightmares I am always rescuing them, but they were not even born yet, but why are they even in my nightmares, thats why she wants to start dealing with me first, she says my nightmares have double meanings.