does anyone out there no what it is like to give up trying? what happened to my life? i take long drives in the country at night and rage at God and at myself---i give up----my therapist tells me that i am stronger than the things that have happened and are happening in my life====i do not want to be strong anymore===i am not strong---i am weak and tired--what happened to me? to everything i had hoped for my life? i don't know---sometimes i ask God why he allowed me to be here--he doesn't answer