I'm wide awake. I only slept 4 hours that night before. Last night I slept like 3. I think mania may be on its way. Idk, but I am worried though bc I don't know what else they could give me for sleep. I already take so many meds for it. My eyes hurt but I just can't sleep.

Hope everyone else is doing ok.

I got out of the paranoia a little. My son is home for a couple weeks. It's good to have him home. I missed him. Today I have to get groceries and pay rent. I'm really late with rent, I talked to my landlord though and they are just gonna charge me one late fee. Oh this sucks not sleeping...