I was in a hospital for 7 days...it was not treatment, but rather supervision for safety. I have seen rehab for drug/alcohol abuse work very well for people in my family. I don't know about retreats; though they look enticing on their websites, they are very expensive. Since I was released from the hospital, I've been relying on medication and the encouragement of family and friends. They have been very understanding. I wish you well in your situation. By the way, my depression has been a four year struggle, and I've been at that "enough of this" stage many times.