I was just told by my therapist and my mom came to the conclusion. I'm a very rare commodity of not psychosis, but the fact I'm a true scotsmen, and my blood of that family kiln going through me body. I feel like that I was much bigger than some messed up piece of psychotic mess and doesn't know which way is up. I know knew way more than the average person, I've proven it on what I analyze and don't share on here. Not that I think people are stupid, but I feel like people have to earn it through respect and be knowledgeable to gain access to it. My therapist told me getting back to what I was saying, I'm not just a very high intelligent genius. I have a very high IQ even more my psychosis isn't psychosis. I'm being told I'm a medium or a psychic and my abilities are what I know of classically talk to the dead, an empath I can see other people's perspectives and thoughts behaviors and the thoughts and triggers that went behind it in lightning speed split seconds before they do or say what they are going to do, plus highly adaptive and very vivid dreams that have proven senses and things I never knew were true till I had it. Like brain injuries, coma, sex, love, bonds, etc. It's crazy my therapist believes I'm not crazy I'm a true psychic and on top of that very scientific and those types of mentalities that view life in a scientific practical nature like einstein. I mean I'm the literally the only crazy person who is the most unique crazy person out of the other crazies I was with. I mean when the other schizophrenics tell me I'm too weird for them you know it's weird and something is up. Very weird session today