I'm sorry that you've been having such a hard time lately. You need to learn to love yourself, so that when the right woman comes along you'll let her love you. There are good women out there who won't abuse you. You have to just figure out why it is that you keep picking the wrong ones.

I can talk to dead people too, and occasionally I can predict the future. My clairvoyance is awful though, so I don't feel like a legit psychic. Anyway, having these powers is pretty awesome; we can do good for the world that the average person can't because of our superpowers. Even our illness can be used as a tool to work good in the world. You've been through unspeakable pain and survived. That gives you the ability to be more compassionate and understanding.