Hey,

Lately I've been struggling a lot with feelings of self-hatred. I'm guessing that's because of my depression and my anxiety. I feel insufficient, like I'm not good enough. I feel like I'm a burden all the time and that I'm worthless. In my eyes I'm a failure if I don't accomplish what I want and need to accomplish. I'm a pathological perfectionist. It's tough and I wish I could explain it better than what I've been doing in this post but I don't really know where to start. Anyway, I've felt like this for a long time but it's definitely gotten worse over the past year or so. It's been really bad for a few months.

Even though I'm quite happy with who I am, my interests and my personality, I'm pretty sure I hate myself.

Not sure what kind of response I'm looking for here. Having a bad night and I guess I just needed to vent a little.

Thanks for reading,

neutrino