I'm sorry you have such a headache both Cracking and Newtus. Oddly, I also have a headach, but small. Just an annoying buzz.

Newtus: it sucks you have paranoia instead of just to be alrt. I hope this starts to turn around for you.

Cracking: Vacation is never long enough. I think the last week in March is srping greak for us. I can't wait. One week of not having to wake up the grumpy guss for school. LOL.

Punky: moving is a big move. Make sure you take time in considering it. I agree, I hope your family is a supportive one if you decide to go.

Last night I had the weirdest dream I've had in a long time. I had a dream that I was a man. A very nice looking man, actually. A Latino man with an accent... (I don't speak Spanish even, LOL.) And, very sure of myself. And I was dating this really cute and friendly little blond girl. She was a sweet girl, reminds me of an actress that I can't remember her name right now.... Anyway, she was very nice and bubbly but also a total ditz and totally in love with me, but I was just luke warm for her.... And we were riding a farris wheel in a big giant city that reminds me of Tokyo (They do have a farris wheel there...) And she was going on and on about something and I said something to her and ended it with "My love" and she got all giggly. Poor dear. The dream was actually boring. But, the weirdest part was, I was aware that I'm not always a man, and my normal body was somewhere else. I kept having thoughts like when I hug her like "It's weird to hug as a man, I'm used to being the short one. Where do I put my head?"

And.... it's not the first time I dreamed I was a man. About 11 years ago I dreamed I was a man, a black man who was kind of a dork and not liked by co-workers... and it was like the early 1980s. Some people tell me that dream (which was 100% realistic,) may be a passed life, but I was already born in 1980.