Yeah, perfectionism is what I believe contributed most to my own initial depression.
It's good that you still find happiness in who you are and what you do, very very good! Just keep being open about how you're feeling. Keeping it all in is never a good thing.
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“I beg you to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.” – Rainer Maria Rilke
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