Thank you for your posts.

Wow AmeIia, that was such a spot on analysis of where l am, want to become my T

If l felt my T could give me as much insight as you have just managed to, l would be delighted, but l think l know the way the session will go and maybe your post has been helpful in allowing me to see, that maybe T and I aren't a good fit now. That l need more guidance and less of the passive stuff.

Thanks to both of you again, these are helpful. Soup