and I know it seems bleh cos I have depression but lately its seemed alot worse. There was a time not too long ago where my life was looking up and I was recovering but now its all gone downhill again.
I had a fulltime job, not for long though as it stressed me out, my anxiety got worse and they didn't treat me too well either.
I have a boyfriend, things used to be sooo great, it all seemed like it was working out and going on the right path etc... now i'm not so sure. I think i stress him out being depressed... I can't do anything right lately.
The future is starting to look dim again.. I don't see myself going anywhere and I feel like the ppl close to me are just disappearing. I really wonder is this just the depression talking or are my instincts correct about the things in my life?