So I'm going on my second week of a horrid mixed episode. It just seems to be getting worse regardless of what I do. I try to get out of my depression and end up going deeper into it. As embarrassing as it is to admit, I seem to find myself in a hypersexual state. Then to top it all off after 4 years of sobriety I'm having flashbacks, which my psych said is normal. What disturbs me about them is what they are about. My psych advised me to talk to someone about it. So I talked to my wife and she thinks I'm lying. So now with everything that's going on,I have no one left to talk to. I am so ready to give up I'm tired of feeling so alone. I can be in a room full of people I know and feel like I'm the only one there. I hate this I just want to feel like someone around me cares and loves me. I'm just so ready to let go.

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