Ones own mind can become ones enemy with depression, thats why it helps to talk things out and look at things from a different angle or side. I was so sure my problems were all gone just because they hadn't popped their ugly heads up but one day it was like I was living my old life again and I was hopeless and didn't want to fight anymore. But each day I fight I feel better, I see hope and I find joy in helping others if I can.