I usually post in another forum, but this seemed more appropriate here. My husband...where to even start! Pretty much, every little thing about him annoys the day lights out of me!
Let me back up a bit...we were separated for 2 years due to his alcoholism and abuse. 4 months ago I moved back in after a lot of guilt trips about how we needed to work it out 'for the kids'. He made all kinds of promises about how it would be different this time. I was skeptical, but felt so guilty with the kids always saying they wanted him that I came back. The first month he was great. Then the drinking started becoming more frequent again. So far, it's not back to what it was...but I can see it headed there.
The major difference this time is he basically just ignores us all, except to tell me how I don't do anything right! He hasn't gotten physical though (yet). Its like he's still manipulating me, but he's found a different tactic.
I'm so confused! Part of me wants to leave for good, but now I have no where to go, and my kids still want to stay! Part of me has resigned to the fact that this is my life...like it or not. I just feel so miserable and like I'm constantly tip toeing around so as not to set him off.
I just needed to vent a little. I just want to go to sleep and never worry about things again