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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
Yeah problem is I feel like I'm going to lose that perspective somehow and just end up sounding like someone's pdoc or mom or something. That's why I'm sort of waiting to see what happens it may just naturally rebalance so I can maintain both perspectives but if my insight into what it feels like to have psychosis disappears I'm not going to be useful here so much as irritating. The last thing I want to do is destroy the secret garden by joining the other side.  |
I understand. When I'm doing better or in a hypo mania,I'm like I don't need these meds. But then I remember how bad my psychosis was. It was horrible and it took me awhile to come out of it. And also when I cut back on my ap the paranoia comes back. It's easy to forget though especially when ur doing well.