How old are your kids? Absent parenting, sounds like what he's doing, with derogatory remarks. I 'love' how emotionally absent parents make themselves sound like 'involved' parents, due to their very physical presence and bill paying abilities.
It's no wonder you feel like you do. 'no place to go now'(trapped), 'want to go to sleep'(depressed)) i was reading an outline on custody through the ABA(American Bar Association), for judges, tonight. Towards the bottom, bullets on age ranges of kids and behavioral effects of witnessing abuse, physical or otherwise, in the home. Astounding. Are your kids, fighting more, with each other?

you aren't alone, one return, after a dropped restraining order, thanks to his lawyer, and not enough evidence to judge of safety, i bawled, and screamed out how i just want to die. That was the '09 one, right after anniversary, drunk and on my case, for cheating on him. Which wasn't true. Was on a forum, not carrying on with anyone..
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