Yes when I went into my last bad mixed state I went to the hospital. I couldn't sleep or eat, I was mean then I'd be crying. This went on for days. My son even called his dad bc he was so worried and he went with his dad. Then my sister convinced me to go to the hospital.

I'm sorry ur feeling so alone. Ur not alone. There are ppl that understand what ur going through. Imo if it keeps up I would consider inpatient. Hope u feel better soon.