Yeah, I forgave the first girlfriend that broke my heart after it was all said and done. I don't talk to her anymore and the last ex, whom 'caused all of this, I haven't seen in over a year, but we talked a 2-3 after the fact after broke up. I wouldn't think different of my friends for doing the same thing, if they did. Guess it's just tough sometimes beating myself up over this situation. Like I said, have my days, but then some days it really gets to me. I'm talking to a whole new girl who seems nothing like any girl I've dated in the past (lol, us guys all say that - don't we? :P) and sometimes the occurring act will pop in my head that she's too pretty for me because of what I did. I then think she doesn't even know about it, and it calms me down that way and I kind of forget about it. I think I am getting there.....