I'm seeing a new psychologist. She's been asking me about my mood and stuff and she thinks I may have depression. But the thing is.. I feel like I don't.

Is it possible to experience the symptoms of depression but not actually have this disorder? I'm constantly doubting my thoughts and emotions and I feel like over-thinking things was what made me seek help in the first place.

I cry so often for no reason and yes, I've lost interest in everything. But that could be caused by stress, right?

TW.
My psychologist asked me about suicidal thoughts and I didn't know how to answer her. I constantly wish I didn't exist, but honestly, I'm terrified of dying. I just want things to change. Maybe I'm just.. unhappy?

I've not been doing well in college because I feel like there's a fog in my brain that won't go away.

This sounds like a journal entry. Dang. No.. but what I'm asking is, is it possible that I don't have depression and that made myself unhappy by over-thinking things?