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I recently got a job. I consider it my first "real" job because it isn't temperary, like the hoilday job I had.
I have social anxiety and depression. It's been two years of serious up's and down's. Every day is completely different than the last and some days are better than others.
Now that I have this job I am terrified of messing up. I finished training two days ago. Now I'm just waiting for the call for my first shift. I. Am. So. Scared. I know deep down that everything will probably work it's self out, but I can't seem to wrap my mind about it. I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack over this.
I needed to get this out. Talking to people is extremely hard for me. *sigh* Thanks for listening.
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