i feel the same nicole.. and i know for me its the depression.. ive been taken off my meds cos they made me real physically sick and cant go back on em till it all gets checked out and i really did lose my job and my guy just wont speak to me is out of town too so that makes it harder i just feel so crappy i feel so much worse not that i felt all that better on the meds but they just took the edge off sorry i cant help u by saying that things will be fine but i can tell you to savor the times where uve felt better and realize that it is possible because thats all that can keep me going at times..
hope u get out of this black ditch soon cos it sucks...