Actually, pinksoil, you BOTH can decide when would be a good time to terminate. Hopefully you'll get more and more in sync and thus be a good team.

It sounds like you're doing good, hard work. Don't worry so much about how you feel today (even about termination 10 years down the road, in 10 years you'll feel differently), just "accept" it for what it is, today's feelings. I helped myself a lot with the word "yet" :-) and you might use the word "now," reminding yourself you feel a certain way "now" so you don't go worrying too far down the road? I used "yet" for when I didn't understand or couldn't quite do something, "yet." :-)