I am so sorry that you are having such intense moods and swings. Have you considered taking your meds regularly? So many of them take a while to take effect and when the symptoms arise it is a while before you get stabalized. It is so easy to get into projects when manic. And leave them by the wayside when depressed. If you do not think your pdoc is correct about your dx how about a second opinion? I hope you get things sorted out soon. Take care.