Dear T
I wonder how you’ve managed to tolerate me all this time and never told me you hate me?
In your staying neutral and not expressing any disgust or boredom of me ,there must be a huge effort ,cause I get to see how stupid and ignorant I’ve been(and already am) every now and then. I think back on my behaviors and highly ignorant things I’ve said and I can’t help coming to any conclusions other than “you hate me”. These thoughts race into my head so frequently and the shame is so much that they could blow my head if they lasted a few more seconds .I’m selfish, lazy, ignorant, short sighted, disgusting ,self centered and so many other bad things that I’m sure exist and can’t realize them yet,so why don’t you just throw them at my face? So that I won’t have the 1 percent possibility of your opinion being another way, left. let me know ,that’s all I deserve.
Sorry, it’s been my self centered part again, how did I dare to think you would waste your time “hating” me? Your time and energy is far more valuable ,and your other clients’ issues are far more important and serious , than mine.