well im on an AD and an AP and an antianxiety and sleep med. i been forgetting to take them all except for the antianxiety. except for the sleep med the doctor didnt call that in yet but im prescribed that. every aspect of my life goes downhill on meds. thats why im so reluctant to take it. i get less energy. gain weight. lose intelligence (so to speak). lose all sorts of functionalities.

but i dont want to be in hospital no. im wondering if theres some herbal stuff i can take instead to cure my schiz. or "help" it.