thats nice of you to say. ill take that as a compliment.

but getting back to that. i did write down everythhing i took and the side effects. haldol has the least amount. its just...theres an element to psychosis that id like to bottle up and be able to let out on my own will. you know? like use to my advantage. is that even possible? idk. but haldol does make me very tired. ive been drinking coffee and caffiene related products like crazy since i been on haldol. it works a bit.