Have u ever went into psychosis? Ur able to work. My mi has disabled me. I go through periods where I'm so depressed I can't even move. It's better now to a point but even on the meds I still struggle. I'm not weak bc I have these issues. I try really hard to be the best parent I can be. But unfortunately with my being untreated for so long these patterns my son and I have are really hard to break. That's why everyone thinks it's better that he lives with his dad. The only one that doesn't understand that is his dad. But my whole family, my therapist that I've had the psych nurses I've had have all said its better he lives with his dad.

I drank too much coffee I'm having the spins. I need to go lay down.