Hi bete. I know exactly how you are feeling. This happened to me as well, although she did not want to be friends and hates me so much its disgusting. Within a week after she said she would always be she left me, took the kids, and moved in with her new "man". Left me like I was a fart in the wind. My point is I to don't understand how she did it so easily. Its hard to tell if its the BPD or a normal reaction. I still don't know and its been almost a year. However you have to try to get over these feelings. I know its hard and you feel like crap over it. But at some point we have to let go and accept that it is what it is. Do you have any hobbies you like to do? Something to make you feel better?

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