hell, i don't want to die either. i think of it every day most of the day it is in the back of my mind. I'm only in my 50's but can count over 100 people who i know that have died even way more than that, and i get anxiety attacks about it too. I pray and have become very religious because of it I fear the Lord and am Roman Catholic as i was born into it, I think it keeps me stable i sometimes wish i were dead but would never kill myself. My sister hung herself in 1987 and I often picture it even though i wasn't at home at the time. There are a lot of ways we can die but i pray for myself i am with family sleeping when i do. I am not sure if i am allowed to make this post here, i hope it doesn't offend anyone. I always think of the Rose song:it's the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live. Every day i try to keep those words and the rest of the song which i actually can't remember now: lies the seed with the suns love in the spring becomes the rose. I am sorry this doesnt't do anything to comfort me, but its the closest i can ever come to begin to live. If anyone else has some words of comfort or songsand prayers that could help me too please show them to us. here.