I just got home from an Alice in Wonderland themed electroswing dance party. I was dressed as the Queen of Hearts. I was with a group of friends that I haven't seen in months. I've been avoiding social gatherings over the winter because of low mood and anxiety. Tonight I decided to go out, and I had a pretty good time. It wasn't amazing, but it was fun. I think I was the only sober person in the entire club, most people seemed high on E. I felt kind of left out because of that, but nothing I can do about that. I stayed for quite awhile, but left before my friends because I'd had enough. Now I'm home, and wide awake, and it's almost 3. I kind of think I should have stayed, but anxiety sent me home. Oh well, at least I went, so that's something.
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"Does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body?"
"Those who feel the breath of sadness, sit down next to me. Those feel they're touched my madness, sit down next to me. Those who find themselves ridiculous, sit down next to me."
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