I think that for me I get very insightful when I'm depressed, but its through sooty glasses. And when I'm feeling good I find myself wondering just what exactly all these meds are fixing anyway? I mean it's like a crapshoot with how many types I see that many people are on and they switch you around a lot.

I'm very determined in this state that I need to be stabilized because I'm completely ineffectual right now.