Thank you for your support I will update on Wednesday , I have anxiety already feeling vulnerable already, have not called her.

She might actually fall off her chair when I say I want to talk about feelings, it's so out of character for me, probably she will need grounding lol.
Maybe she will say " where is SWEEPY? Anyway this might be the one time for a while that I do this, but it's a step.

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