Whether platonic, romantic or familial I seriously struggle to maintain relationships.

I am quick to cut off ppl who I believe have hurt me in some way. U haven't spoken to a grandparent in almost 10 years because she insulted me and I can't count how many relatives and friends I have stopped speaking to. One relative died and I wasn't speaking to her because she gossiped about me.

I generally withdraw from relationships following hurts and I am no longer able to see the person as " good" or "safe" emotionally afterwards.

I do miss some of those I've left behind but relationships are extremely hard as they require constant communication and the uncertainty of them spikes my anxiety so I let then die rather than endeavor to fix them only to have other issues arise later.

No relationship is permanent to me, even romantic ones.

Does anyone else struggle with this?

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