I guess I should have mentioned that, like most reality show fans, I would openly express disagreeance and anger at certain results on the shows, especially when it's America that votes for someone to win. I've been doing that on a regular basis for idk, seven months? But I thought most recently I kind of cooled down with that, and that's why I think my HELP SEEKING is what got me banned.

I'm seriously full of rage and am too depressed to do anything. If I lie in bed, the angrier I become. The more hateful and betrayed I feel.

Honestly, right now, I'd want to tell everyone involved in my banning to go **** themselves.