Oh no that doesn't offend me at all. It feels ****ing fantastic. I feel like I could save the world. It feels like ur on drugs but ur not. I really love big cats and in one of my recent hypos I bought some big cat posters off the internet. They are way to big to decorate with, lol. I was gonna make my apt like a jungle with plants and big cat posters and everything. Also when I'm hypo I start looking into ways to start different organizations like for foster children and animals and anything where ppl or animals are abused. My son loves it when I'm hypo. I just feel so connected to the universe and nature. I usually also think about moving to Portland or Eugene Oregon, to be around more like minded ppl. It's wonderful. But full blown mania is bad for me. I get really paranoid and anxious and feel like I'm totally disconnected with the universe and the human race. It's scary. I can't sleep or eat. So it's a fine line between hypo and full blown mania. I so wish I could just pull out hypo when I need it, us know? But unfortunately it doesn't work that way.