NO NO NO NO NO NO NONO NONO NO NONO NO NONO>.....

and did I say NO NO NO NONO NONO NONONONONO

I hope I said it enogh times...
this is not allowed to be talked about on this fourm......

you young people have no idea how it triggers others to talk like this.. NO SUICIDAL POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your llife can not be that bad, to want to kill your self.. YOu are only 20 Hell Try to live a little.. Trust me.. Take it from someone who has and Yes I have been living with deperssion, since I was 13, but I still battle with it. and I do not think of sucidal thoguhts, I may SI, sometimes, but that is as far as it goes.. Killing yourself is not and should not ever be an anwer..
I know and most likely have been exctaly where you are........

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take time to heal thyself before trying to help others, or you will never get better