I'm just having one of those weeks - compiled by the fact that my younger sister got engaged to her boyfriend last night. She's two years younger and growing up she got most of the attention but if you ask my mom or her it was equal. It's frustrating to have your feelings constantly brushed off and that said were not close and I'm having a really hard time being happy for her. I put on the fake face and smiled. I have dealt with depression and anxiety for the last six years. And I just got off celexa (under my dr and therapists direction - not cold turkey) but I'm just having a hard time coping right now. I have been with my boyfriend the last 8 years and every now and then I get mad for one reason or another. But the fact that I'm older and not married has me wound up (like I said that news plus a few crappy weeks) I can't seem to get over it and forgive. I'm just pissy and I greatly dislike everyone I come in contact with... Someone tell me this is going to pass - that I'm just having a bad day... Ugh it just feels like endless sadness right now.

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