Hey, it's me again…

I was wondering if anyone else had experience with not only not being able to achieve goals in life (even ones that are common for other people to achieve), but not knowing how to even get started…I've tried virtually everything I know…

And it's even weirder because I can easily achieve goals that the vast majority of people can't accomplish, it's just the normal goals that I apparently can't achieve. People just say I'm extremely unlucky…but there's something else missing.

And since my inability to achieve life goals that most other people can (well, actually, ALL other people in my position could achieve) is clearly what causes my long-term depression, why do I take anti-depressants? One of them helps with anxiety so that explains that, but in the long run the side effects makes it even more impossible to achieve simple goals, in effect making me even more depressed. So what do I choose, anxiety or depression?