I met a man lately who is a witty and loving and well travelled,I feel my heart opening while talking with him.I v stopped dating for many years due to my health(ptsd and depression.)I m ok and back to work now,but deep down i know i still feel something stuck(but not sure what that is?).
So while talking to him,it is letting me realizing more about the inner side,it is healing me. he is not a counselor or therapist but he seems to have a gift.
I feel scary now b/c if we keep talking, i feel i m going to talk out some secrets(i was raped a few times and other bad things happened later).he likes me and will want me to be his girlfriend. I don't want to tell him those odd things, at least not so fast.
In the past i v told a few males about my bad past, they left me.
I want to know what to do....
also i don't understand why i so desire to tell those odd secrets,I v already talked everything with counselors and i m not bothered by my past in emotion anymore.....it seems i m unbalanced again?