So its official. Failling out of college. Go me. I don't care anymore. I don't even want to die. I just flat out don't care about anything. I could stay in my house smoking weed all day and be content. Not happy. Numb maybe. But content.
Mom noticed my depression she wants me to go in to the doctor. I agreed only because she's right. Yeah i'm f**kin depressed. Want a cookie??
So now i've got to start looking for a job because i can't dropout and not have a job right?? Nevermind the fact i can't wear sleeves from years of self-harm. Should be easy to find a job.
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Schizoaffective - Bipolar Type
Lithium, 300mg
Prozac 20mg
Geodon, 160mg.
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