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Originally Posted by ToeJam
This.
confuses the crap out of me... when it's really bad.. it makes sense, but in the interim of it being not so bad, I go through self doubt whether I even have or ever had it.
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I do the same thing, then I start feeling guilty because "What if I've actually been fine this whole time and I've just been melodramatizing and over-thinking?!" I mean, I usually just have to give myself a few days before I'm back feeling hopeless again, why should I make the feeling come any earlier?
That's something I need to work on, embracing the interim period rather than beating myself up over it.
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