Please get yourself some help. There is something to live for. Horrible feelings do pass, and your wounds can be healed.
Be careful about posting things about suicide here, because as Lady_Dragus said, it is triggering and potentially harmful to others. But feel free to talk about the feelings you have that are leading you down that road, and we can support you in that way, ok?
I hope things have improved somewhat for you since this post. Try to take care of yourself! And try to find the reason, even if it's tiny or you think it's stupid, that you would want to go on. I know there are reasons. If you can find even just one, cling to that with all your might. I know you don't feel very strong right now, but you CAN pull through this!
((((((((((((((((((((hugs 4 u)))))))))))))))))))) <-- only if ok
Angela (SweetCrusader)
-comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable-
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