I just had this conversation with my pdoc today. She told me as sick as I've been on meds, she would hate to see me off my meds. She also said there could be consequences if my behavior got out of control. She told me it was not a scare tactic but that I could lose my kids. Anyone ever have a manic episode while not on meds that has been bad enough for this type of consequence? I am leaning towards going off my meds.