I saw my pdoc the week before last and stopped taking my Geodon during the day cause it was making me tired. It seems like that also cured my depression. Maybe a little too much. Does anyone else feel like you're on the brink of losing it when you go manic? I don't even know how to describe it really, other than I feel like I'm on the brink of sanity. I feel like one wrong move is going to push me over the edge.

On a side note, my wife thinks I'm a borderline alcoholic. She says I drink too much, especially since I drink to get drunk. I've drank three out of the last 4 nights, and I'm probably going to drink tonight too, to finish off what I have left. I don't know, maybe I do have a problem, but it's not like I do this every week. I won't tell my pdoc about my drinking because she said I shouldn't drink at all. I just don't know.